I used to publish several pages of the Esperanto version of the comic on Thursdays, but now for weeks I can't bring myself to pick it up again. It feels like just another mistake in life, that it was all for nothing. My hands drop, everything inside rebels when I try to force myself to stick to the schedule.
Maybe I could break myself, people break themselves every day going to a hated job. But why?
Let it stay on pause for now. No one is waiting for new pages anyway, and the old ones are barely read by anyone, nothing to lose, no rush.